Månad: februari 2023
Focused
Painting makes me focused. I focus on other things than what occupies my mind. It’s great to have a way to express what’s going on and then just leave it on the canvas. It makes it easier to move on. Every time a painting is done, I have a coulpe of days of emptiness. It […]
Painting Vortex
The vortex is order and bordeline chaos. It looks chaotic but the water flows in a specific pattern towards the middle. The vortex ends in a roaring gap under water. The water flows faster and faster. The empty kayak in the water is dangerously close to the middle of the vortex and is out of […]
Painting Shadow People
Shadow people are shadows. Shadows that you see in the corner of your eye, that you see in the darkness. Or maybe outdoors in the evening when sun sets. They can be scary, but they don’t do anything to you. They just are there. Some people call them ghosts.
Painting Electrifying
This is me when I woke up during ECT. I woke up in the deepest darkness I have ever experienced. My whole body was glowing. But there was nothing my glowing body could cast a light on. It was just dark. My body was floating in the vacuum. I could not feel anything against my […]
Painting Keeping secrets
The painting ”Keeping secrets” came to me because I’m feeling down. ”Came to me”, yes, it came to me. I do not have much though going on while painting, things just appear. This is the face of depression. Yes you can see Totoro behind the me. Totoro is debated, either he is the protector of […]
Painting Burning
My mind is burning. Too many contradictions going on. My latest painting reflects my current emotions. My head hurts from all the things that appear to be something else. I’ve decided to write about my paintings. Maybe other things too. But the feelings and thoughts behind the painting. Not much thought going on though, mainly […]
New painting
Started on a new painting yesterday, it will take a couple of days to finish it. I like projects that goes on for several days. It’s like a story coming onto the canvas. It expands and becomes whole. I get an embryo of an idea and go from there. My paintings are original straight from […]
Nights
It’s almost 5 AM. I’ve been up for like 2 hours already. I wonder why nights are the hardest part to manage, I often start painting in the night. Painting makes me feel calm and I just get it all out on the canvas. Many paintings reflect how I feel at the moment I start […]
Hello World!
Hello World. My first post. ”Hello world”, I remember that from when I started programming in the 90’s. It was my first string of code. Now I say ”Hello world” as my first blog post ever. Hello World!